March 2012
22 posts
Selfish
I’m feeling so selfish. I no longer love you and I have no romantic inclination towards you, but you are a roadblock in my psyche and I don’t know how to get you out. I want you to feel the pain you put me through. I want you to have some idea of how it feels to be miserable, told you are loved but the distance is too much, and then see the one person you trusted move on to someone...
“The truth will set you free. But not until it is finished with you.”
– David Foster Wallace, Infinite Jest (via honeyforthehomeless)
“When things break, it’s not the actual breaking that prevents them from getting...”
– John Green and David Levithan, Will Grayson Will Grayson (via thehighwayaisle)
“Be better than you were yesterday.”
One Year
One year ago today I began a relationship with a wonderful guy. We had fun and loved each other. He moved, we tried to be together, but it just wasn’t right for us. He was not perfect and sometimes I still get mad thinking about the way things ended. However, I am not perfect. I pushed and sat back while I watched him do what he did.
But now I am happy. We are on good terms and still speak...
Just because I’ll love you forever doesn’t mean I want to be with you now.
It’s amazing what time may do. After only a few (albeit dark) weeks, I feel like I’m back and looking forward. Yessssss,
