December 2010
68 posts
I sometimes think I am my own worst enemy. No one else distracts me from homework. No one else makes excuses for why I haven’t finished something yet. No one else makes this boy’s face run through my mind every second of every day.
I know that I can do this. I will finish these papers. I will turn things in on time. I will rock these last few weeks and do my darn hardest to show the...
November 2010
15 posts
I thought home would be easier. I thought I wouldn’t see you in everything the way I do in Salem. Wrong. Everything reminds me of you. Everything. I think about you every minute. I want to experience everything with you. Is it because I lost you? Because I know you will never be here? Or because my feelings for you are that strong? So strong I didn’t even realize? Dammit J. I try so...
“Nostalgia
Remember the 1340’s? We were doing a dance called the...”
How does he know, at 2:45 am, that a text from him will make my whole day better? Damn you and your irresistible ways!
I am an extremely emotional person. Always have been, and probably always will be. I can’t hide how I feel and when I try, I just come off looking angry. In about 8 hours, it will have been one week since I have seen him. That morning is such a blur. I had been dreading it for weeks and as I sat on the bed, unsure of how to move on, he told me how mad I looked. Mad? How could I be mad at the...
Ramblings
Tomorrow will be one week since he left. I’ve been crazy sad one minute, and perfectly fine the next. I know it takes time, and having the most amazing friends in the world definitely helps. Ahhh Thanksgiving is exactly what I need!
“Indifference is the sign of sickness, a sickness of the soul more contagious...”
– The Judges, Elie Wiesel (via fuckyeahliteraryquotes)
So many emotions.
He was in my hair, my eyes, my fingers, my heart. I day-dreamed about what he was doing, thinking, seeing, smelling, feeling. I could not eat for thoughts of him.PEONY IN LOVE, LISA SEE
